About Me

My copy of Bill W’s book was a gift from Steve, who generously bought it for me and promptly said, I’ll probably never see you again, but it’s what I do. I give books to beginners and hope it makes a difference to someone.

Difference? Like a compass needle slamming from South to North! My life has turned from tumult and depression to hope and gratitude! I only look back in order to remember how difficult it is to find serenity and direction when first sober. I reach towards the next one who might be looking for something to hold onto.

Looking toward a more genuine future, free from the addiction of my own thought patterns and freedom from substance abuses.

I don’t agree with the popular slogan,” meeting makers make it” It’s the 12 Steps and the resulting spiritual growth I experienced that changed my life for the better. You can read that again.For some, the fellowship (meetings) is enough but not for me.

I was fortunate, however, to have become sober in Cedar Rapids, Iowa where AA is solid and support is amazing. Since then, I’ve lived in California, Oregon, and Texas. There’s no place like home has meaning for me when I reflect on my 7:30 and 9:00 home groups upstairs at the Fellowship Club beside the 1st Avenue Dairy Queen.

Once I had amazing fellowship and teaching, but I currently have my books, email, the internet with only occasional f2f meetings.

PS: I don’t speak for AA, but only speak to my experience with AA and the wonderful change that has resulted in my life as a result of the 12 Step program. One of the biggest blessings that I’ve received from being in recovery is that I have learned from the Old Timers to be OK with people disagreeing with me occasionally–  or often! Honestly, sometimes I don’t totally agree with me by the time a post gets published. The wonderful thing about this organization is that you and I can be equally passionate, can robustly disagree, and I can

The wonderful thing about this organization is that you and I can be equally passionate, can robustly disagree, and I can still stay not only in the program but in sobriety. As long as neither of us crashes over it, we are no worse off and may down the road move closer to the same truths. So, for all my posts and ramblings, take what helps, dismiss what doesn’t and my prayers will be answered.

2 responses to “About Me

  1. A friend just sent me your website. We were discussing self seeking vs selfishness. Thanks for your viewpoints. I also read somewhere, (maybe in the Big Book or somewhere else) that Bill W. loved words. And it was also said that he would say something one way then another way later on.

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